tomorrow I am waking up at 8AM to leave the house at 8:30, drop off my tautas terps at the dry cleaners and say goodbye to my mamma as she drives back up to Portland.
( nē nē nē nē nē nē nē. )
- Location:United States, California, Palo Alto
- Mood:
sad - Music:please don't go - barcelona
fucking sucks.
my nail polish is wet and it's hard to type without ruining it.
( Click hear to read more about the current state of affairs in Bosnia-Herzogovinia. )
- Location:United States, California, San Jose
- Mood: sad
- Music:love lockdown (mysto & pizzi electro house remix)
- Location:United States, California, San Jose
- Mood:
high - Music:life in technicolour II
and now it's gone- it like it wasnt there at all.
and here I rest, where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night...
( fuck my life. )
- Location:los gatos
- Mood: sad
- Music:passenger seat by death cab for cutie
hey jackass, remember what my favourite flowers are?
( and now, entrepreneurship. )
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:FUCKING FROGS WON'T SHUT UP
it's 1:20:25 am and insomnia strikes again.
my Netflix DVD won't play on my laptop and I'm too lazy to turn on the tv and the xbox so I guess I'll just go to bed.
( I like the taste of popcorn, but I hate the greasiness. )
- Location:my room.
- Mood:
aggravated - Music:scar tissue - the red hot chili peppers
- Location:My room.
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Silversun Pickups - Lazy Eye
I hate not living in CA yet.
I hate reading shit I shouldn't have read even if I knew people were already talking shit.
I hate missing you so much
I hate that I might lose you
I'm so so scared
so scared
please help me to stop being scared
- Mood: sad
Please get out of my head.
Love forever,
-Me
- Location:my room.
- Mood:
lonely - Music:the 59 sound - the gaslight anthem
1. None of your business.
2. Making money
3. Job interviews
4. Buying a car
5. Wanting to move out
Scoring: do you like what you see?
Yes= way to go!
No= change your situation, or how you're thinking about it.
Blah. I could be being more positive but there's nothing really I can do atm. Either that or I'm just lying cuz I'm a lazy piece of shit. I know something keeps eating away at my mental state but I can't make it stop so I'll just go to sleep now. And probably dream about it too. Fuck my stupid, unprioritized, undisciplined brain.
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- Mood:
frustrated - Music:the great disappointment - afi
talking on the phone makes me feel so awkward
I never know what to say
or I forget what I was gonna say
and I just fail
if you've ever gotten a voicemail from me you'll understand.
fuck.
- Mood: aggravated
- Music:one by one - enya
Fuck.
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- Mood: sad
but it's just so damn funny to wear a shirt that says "Fuck the Colorblind" around Oskars. :D :D :D
www.tshirthell.com/store/link.php
Click the damn link and buy something or ninja monkeys will rape you in your sleep.
- Mood:
amused - Music:everything - Tiesto feat. JES
I wanna hump Christian Bale's brains out.
and that puppy was soooo cuuuuuute :D
seriously if you haven't seen it, you should :)
esp cuz it's better than 1984 in that it actually has a happy ending
cuz I mean dont get me wrong I LOVE 1984 but every time I read it
I want to kill myself cuz humanity is so pointless and shit :|
ok yeah
but I hate it when I forget that my speakers are on full blast
and then I hit play
and practically blow them out
on a similar note
the only good thing about my new tuna can of a car
is that the speakers aren't blown out like the old ones were :P
ok now off to watch Jyu Oh Sei...
- Mood:
happy - Music:slumdog millionaire soundtrack.
it's depressing me.
I miss you.
this is bad.
this is really really really really really bad.
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
why do I let myself get like this?
it's probably cuz I'm pmsing too.
FUCK.
oh man I hate myself sometimes.
fuckedy fuck fuck.
my brain must just want me to be sad all the time.
I need to stop thinking of you.
ps- Slumdog Millionaire. great movie, great soundtrack.
- Mood: sad
- Music:slumdog millionaire soundtrack.
possibly drink and/or smoke up
and I didn't, cuz I can't take the car and it's cold outside.
when did I get so lazy and antisocial?
I'm not gonna have them forever...
sigh.
- Mood:
uncomfortable - Music:live your life - T.I. feat Rihanna
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PS- I'm in the market for a new phone.
my Samsung SGH-u600 was in the passenger seat when the crash happened and it got FUCKED. UP. it's all scratched and the slide wiggles a bit, and its having problems receiving calls and texts. that being said, I _did_ throw it around a solid steel automobile at 75mph. so I'm not blaming the phone AT ALL. in fact, I'm pretty much in love with it, but AT&T doesn't have that phone.
any suggestions for a new one?
I like slidey phones.
I've seen reviews of the Pantech Matrix, that one looks pretty good, any advice? it looks a bit fat though.
should I bother with AT&T's selection or just buy a new u600, unlocked, online?
- Mood:
creative
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- Mood:
anxious - Music:come around - rhett miller
magically disappearing forks
too much crap on my bed
and a candle that smells like rain
at 1:07 in the morning
( hi, my name is Ilze and I hate myself. )
- Location:my room.
- Mood:
cynical - Music:this year's love - david gray
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